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Recollections of two past Aprils

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“Take care of your memories, for you cannot relive them.”Bob Dylan

One memory is as distant as 1944 and the other, 1971. One was childishly joyous, the other doubly traumatic. Yes, the first centered on the age old Sinhala and Tamil New Year; the other on a situation new to this land of smiles and then simple people – a violent uprising of youth. Ever since, the sun shining hotter, flowers ablaze, bright red jambus dripping from trees and the kohas’ cry heralding the month of April evokes recalled scenes flashing through my mind, still fresh.

A little girl living very close to her school in Katukelle, Kandy, has her sheltered life with mother and two sisters and brother, disrupted. Air raid sirens sounded more frequently making us creep under beds or, if in school, under desks with pencils held between clenched teeth. Food was rationed, but who cared. We kids got chewing gum by hailing with our first two fingers in a V, passing trucks of soldiers, who often threw even a chocolate or two, to us. The Japanese were advancing to India and Ceylon, hence the decision to close house and move to my newly married sister’s home in a hamlet off Katugastota. My brother-in-law and she lived with his sister who had a family of three daughters and son, matching in ages our family members. Hospitality was extra generous during WWII when families left big cities to move to remoter areas.

Aluth Avuruddha of long ago”

Festivals are life’s way of giving us a reason to smile” and “Joy multiplies when shared with friends and family.”

This Avurudhu national festival celebrated by Buddhist Sinhalese and Hindu Tamils is a raucous, joyous event lasting a week of fire crackers bursting, raban playing, games, pervasive smell of rich cooking, good eating and of course imbibing too. Rites, rituals and customs handed down the ages were strictly observed. Religion too came in with the punya kaalaya, when we trooped to temple. We kids reveled in the nonagathes which then lasted many hours with the kitchen fires out until the auspicious time for cooking the first meal.

We loved it since we had buns and such like and of course the prepared kavun, kokis, athiraha, aluwa and unduvel. No rice and curry – that eternal meal served twice a day, often thrice. Children were given prime place, catered to with a swing raised on a sturdy branch in home gardens, complete freedom to play all day, gorge on jambu with salt, and gifted money and new clothes on the day itself.

We had all these and more – living congenially with another family in a village – that April of 1944. Colombo had been lightly bombed on April 5, 1942, which was Easter Sunday, but saved by the vigilance of a pilot who noticed a fleet of planes approaching and alerted ground forces: hugely mixed British, Canadian, turbaned Indians and feared African Blacks. During that New Year of 1944, we kids cared not a hoot. Our time, limbs, energy and joyful minds were busy in a little wattle and plaited coconut leaf roofed playhouse that Ran Banda had built for us. He had strung the rope onchillawa for us on a sturdy mango tree branch and took us to the kamatha to gape at the huge kathuru onchillawa or frail looking carousel, made of slit poles from an arecanut palm, tied with coir rope, that moved round perpendicularly when an axle was hand turned,.

Ran Banda is also a never forgotten memory. We thought he was a constant daytime visitor to the home of my relative because of us kids. Not so. It dawned on me when I got older and spied on my sisters and detected their secret romances that attraction is ignited between boy and girl in their late teens. Ram Banda was nattily dressed there in his sarong and daily new shirt to preen before the four grown girls of the household (my two sisters and my B-i-L’s two nieces). He strutted before them, chatted when possible, and then one day when one of them asked for jambu, he rolled his sleeves exhibiting his biceps, folded his sarong and tucked the bottom edge into his waist. Then he slowing swung up the tree, his eyes mostly on my third sister.

He plucked a few bunches and dropped them to be caught by the giggling girls. Then – crash, bang, alagazam! Shower of jambu fruits, twigs, leaves and RB himself! There descended his sarong on my third sister, entirely enveloping her. A rapid thumping of feet and a runner, naked from the waist down, disappeared out of sight. We young ones turned on the elder sisters and scolded and beat them with our fists for laughing at our lion hearted champion – Ran Banda.

Victory in Europe VE was on May 8, 1945, followed by Japan’s defeat – VJ – August 14.

We were back in Kandy long before these dates and back at school after a long vacation occasioned by me when plans were afoot to board me. I vomited, turned pale and so I stayed in our temporary home while my brother trudged and bused it to Trinity College when schools reopened.

An Illness and an Uprising

“Trauma is a fact of life. It does not, however, have to be a life sentence.” Peter A. Levine

Husband and I were standing in queues on that 4th day of April, 1971. My elder son had a temperature, diagnosed as flu by our family doctor. We were gathering food stuff and groceries to tide over New Year and more, over the threat posed by disquieting news reportage, clouding the bright sunlit sky with nebulous, menacing dark clouds.

Then came running my domestic to say my son had red marks on him. Rushed home and to a medical student three doors away. Not mere flu, he said. Serious, he said, enter him to Lady Ridgeway. We called Dr Perera who arranged for us to enter the boy to Sulaiman’s Nursing Home with the reputation of curing all patients so no was taken out feet first.

On April 5, 1971, the insurrection by the Janata Vimukthi Peramuna (JVP) struck full force through simultaneous attacks on police stations. By then son and I were safe in the private hospital, but very concerned. His red patches – capillary bleeding – disappeared but he was suffering severe headaches and running a high temperature. I had left my three year old second son to my domestic, but a nephew came to tide over the foodless days of chaos from his hostel and that was comfort. Curfew was at 3.00 pm to 6.00 am the following day for long. I felt so like a pebble washed on a bank, temporarily safe as the river of events rushed past, thunderous and tumultuous. I was completely cut away from life outside – of mayhem, murder and government killings of so very many young men and women.

Dr Stella de Silva (bless her though long gone from this life) got my son back to sitting up, playing and reading, enjoying having his mother to himself 24/7. Dr. would arrive after 2.00 pm and sit seemingly oblivious of time, playing soldiers with her patient or getting him to relate stories. Once I just could not contain my worry: Doctor, its close upon three. But I must get this child well, she replied.

Three women doctors very generously befriended me. One I had already known as a school girl, one other was Manorani Saravanamuttu. After more than a fortnight, husband asked Dr Stella whether we could take my son home. Is it economics that’s bothering you, Doctor queried. When we assured her we could pay bills she commented with a pithy Sinhala saying which translated means: why give ladders to jumping monkeys? Spent three whole weeks at Sulaiman’s and my son was completely cured.

Rumoured stories kept us entertained. A young doctor who wore very short skirts covered over with her doctor’s coat was out when stopped by a vigilant army patrol; reputed to be trigger happy at the slightest hint of danger. They ordered her: Hands up! One hand up, the other tugging her brief skirt down. Realizing this, the soldier roared: Both hands up or we shoot.

Dr Darrel Weinman was a visiting neurosurgeon at Sulaiman’s. Leaving almost at 3.00 he was stopped and the routine of hands up ensued. Then: identify yourself. He replied “neurosurgeon” which transferred itself to ‘insurgent’ to the nervy, Sinhala speaking army man. The doctor narrowly escaped being shot. Or so we were told.

Returning home, life still not ordinary, the most unforgettable sight – disgusting and disappointing – was seen while grocery shopping in the basement store in Liberty Plaza. A cricket captain and wife were each toting two huge trolleys of goods – a dozen bots of fruit drink etc. Are they partying while Ceylon is in the throes of massacre, carnage and chaos? I almost shouted at them.

All this is of the past. The present is hope-giving. Nan wishes all her readers a joyful season of togetherness and celebration.



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Defend civic space upon which peace is built

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by Jehan Perera

International Peace Day was observed on 21 September. It finds Sri Lanka with a genuine achievement to record and a demanding test to meet. The UN’s theme this year was “Invest in Peace: For Everyone, Everywhere, Every Day.” It also honoured the “everyday architects of peace”—people driving local action and building a lasting peace from the ground up. In the 2026 Global Peace Index, Sri Lanka rose 30 places, from 97th to 67th among 163 countries. Over the same period, global peacefulness declined for the twelfth consecutive year to its lowest level since the index began, and South Asia suffered the sharpest regional deterioration. The test is whether the government will protect the civic space in which those architects of peace work.

Sri Lanka’s improvement is real and deserves acknowledgement. In this year’s review, issued a few weeks ago, the UN High Commissioner for Human Rights acknowledged progress in the form of action against corruption, arrests and investigations linked to political killings, enforced disappearances and the 2019 Easter Sunday attacks, and continued official denunciation of racism. A ranking, however, records conditions at a particular moment. It does not guarantee that they will last. Sustainable peace will depend on three factors. These are whether the government addresses the unresolved causes of conflict, whether it strengthens accountability for past and present abuses, and whether it protects the civic space in which peace is built from below. On the first two the record is incomplete. On the third, the draft NGO law threatens to weaken the very organisations that press for the other two.

What holds Sri Lanka back from a higher place are the same things that fed the war at home and also feed international conflict that rages elsewhere in the world. These are racism or ethnic nationalism that is narrow-focused, corruption and lawlessness. Equality, accountability and the rule of law are their remedies. The present government has committed itself to these, and is a significant improvement over governments of the recent past. But these pillars are not held up by governments alone. Peace is made in villages, workplaces and university campuses. It is made by families who insist on the truth about their disappeared, by journalists and lawyers who expose abuse, and by community organisations that bring Tamils, Muslims and Sinhalese into practical cooperation.

Unfinished Work

The UN High Commissioner’s report to the current Human Rights Council session, covering October 2025 to July 2026, shows how much remains to be done. The Prevention of Terrorism Act is still being applied, producing arbitrary arrests and long detention without charge. The report calls for a moratorium pending repeal and for the release of long-term detainees. Military-occupied land has not been released, memorialisation lacks support, and tensions over land and religious sites persist. The Batticaloa district illustrates how such problems endure. In the past three years, two Presidents, Ranil Wickremesinghe and Anura Kumara Dissanayake, have visited and instructed that the dispute over grazing land in Mailaththamadu and Mathavanai be resolved. It is a dispute between Tamil cattle farmers and outside Sinhala cultivators, and it has not been resolved. When two Presidents issue instructions and nothing changes, the fault lies in the machinery of State. An unresolved dispute does not stand still. It hardens into the next grievance.

Accountability shows the same pattern. The report documents torture and deaths in custody, and surveillance and intimidation of activists, journalists and civil society. Serious cases remain stalled for years, among them the killing of seventeen aid workers of Action Contre la Faim in Muttur two decades ago. Sharper still is the case of the Eastern University refugee camp at Vantharamoolai, where in 1990 the army took away 158 persons in a single day. They were never seen again. The camp’s officer-in-charge, Dr T. Jayasingam, later Vice Chancellor of the university, identified the officers responsible. More than three decades on, those officers have not been questioned. These cases are still remembered because families, survivors and independent witnesses have refused to let them be forgotten. Meanwhile several commissions of inquiry have completed their investigations but nothing further has happened.

What South Africa, Argentina and other post-conflict societies have found indispensable are four pillars of what is called “Transitional Justice” which are truth, accountability, reparations and non-recurrence. In Sri Lanka’s circumstances, truth means credible, independent investigation of what happened to the disappeared, and support for memorialisation. Accountability means prosecuting Muttur, Vantharamoolai and comparable cases, and removing credibly accused persons from senior office. Reparations mean compensation for victims and the return of military-held land. Non-recurrence means repealing the Prevention of Terrorism Act, releasing those held under it in the meantime, and resolving local disputes such as Mailaththamadu before delay hardens them. A country that buries its past does not escape it. The past returns in the next generation.

Civil Society

It is against this background that the draft NGO law is most troubling. The proposed legislation contains sweeping provisions for State oversight and control of civil society organisations. Among these are enforcing a licensing requirement on NGOs, which is to be renewed every three years, and severe penalties for not submitting reports on time, or for spending on emergency flood relief (for instance) when the NGOs mandate is peacebuilding (as an example) with possible sanctions including deregistration and having to shut down. Civil society groups have warned that it would confer excessive discretion over their registration and operations. Officials in Sri Lanka have abused such powers in the past. Additional power without effective checks invites further abuse. Sound regulation would have clear criteria for registration, an independent registrar and a right of appeal to the courts. What cannot be justified is a regime in which registration becomes a licence to be withheld from organisations that scrutinise policy, expose abuses or advocate for the rights of citizens.

Democracy is based on checks and balances. Those who press for accountability are part of those checks. The contradiction is plain. A government that has pledged accountability, equality and the rule of law ought not to be preparing to weaken the very organisations that press for their fulfilment. The organisations most exposed are those working on disappearances, land, memorialisation and reconciliation in the North and East, where the State’s record is weakest and the need for independent witnesses greatest. Silencing them would not remove the grievances they document. It would remove the channel through which those grievances are addressed peacefully. The government appears to be relenting, which is welcome, but a pause is not a withdrawal. The bill should be withdrawn and any replacement drafted in genuine consultation with those it would govern.

Investment in peace as called for by the UN in its International Peace Day theme implies commitment over time, with returns that come slowly. Sri Lanka’s 30-place rise on the Global Peace Index is a first dividend and nothing more. It can be built upon only if the government matches its commitments with action: withdrawing or fundamentally redrafting the NGO law, repealing or suspending the Prevention of Terrorism Act, and bringing Muttur, Vantharamoolai and Mailaththamadu to resolution. A higher place in a global index is not a certificate of success. Sri Lanka’s higher ranking is an encouraging start, but it will endure only if the space in which citizens speak, question and organise is protected. Peace is built from below, and a government that is serious about it will treat civil society as a partner rather than a threat.

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Africa is buying: Sri Lanka must start selling

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A call to Sri Lankan exporters and agencies: Can Sri Lanka compete with China and India in Africa?

By Kana V. Kananathan
Former Ambassador

Sri Lanka has spent decades concentrating its exports on traditional markets in Europe, North America and Asia. Yet across the Indian Ocean lies a rapidly expanding market that remains significantly underdeveloped by Sri Lankan exporters: Africa.

The opportunity is not theoretical. Sri Lanka already exports packaging, textiles, rubber products, pharmaceuticals, paper, machinery and electrical goods to African markets. The question is whether these modest beginnings can be transformed into a serious export strategy—and whether Sri Lanka can compete against the enormous commercial presence of China and India.

The answer is yes—but Sri Lanka must compete differently.

Kenya: Gateway to East Africa

Kenya should be the starting point.

Sri Lanka exported approximately US$32.08 million to Kenya in 2025, while importing US$11.41 million. But US$32 million is tiny compared with the opportunity: Kenya imported more than US$24 billion in 2025. Even a 1% share of that market would represent nearly US$240 million in annual exports.

And the commercial base already exists. Sri Lanka’s 2025 exports to Kenya included approximately US$9.99 million in paper and paperboard products, US$9.73 million in knitted fabrics, US$3.64 million in pharmaceuticals, US$1.24 million in rubber products and US$1.20 million in machinery.

Kenya’s import structure is equally revealing. In the third quarter of 2025, industrial supplies represented 34.4% of imports, machinery and capital equipment 19.2%, food and beverages 9.0%, and consumer goods 7.3%. The opportunity for Sri Lanka, therefore, extends well beyond consumer goods—we can become a supplier to African industry.

But competition is fierce. Asia supplied around 70% of Kenya’s imports in 2025, with imports from China rising 16.5% and those from India 11.3%.

Sri Lanka cannot challenge China and India across every product category. Nor should it try. We must target sectors where quality, specialisation, reliability, technical capability, smaller production runs and flexibility matter more than simply offering the lowest price.

Where Can Sri Lanka Compete?

Packaging is an obvious starting point. Cartons, boxes, bags and labels are already among Sri Lanka’s exports to Kenya. Importantly, some Sri Lankan companies operating in Kenya are themselves importing these products from Sri Lanka. The market already exists; the challenge is to scale it.

As Africa’s food-processing, pharmaceutical, apparel and consumer-goods industries expand, demand for sophisticated packaging will grow with them. Sri Lanka already possesses the manufacturing capability and industry experience to capture a larger share.

Industrial rubber products, tyres, gloves and specialised rubber components offer another opportunity where Sri Lanka has established manufacturing expertise.

The apparel supply chain is equally promising. Rather than competing directly with African garment factories, Sri Lanka can supply fabrics, elastics, labels, packaging and specialised textile inputs.

Some Sri Lankan apparel manufacturing and export companies already established in Kenya, Togo, Ghana and Ethiopia are importing several of these inputs from Sri Lanka. The supply chain, therefore, already exists. The next step is to move beyond supplying Sri Lankan-owned factories and become a competitive input supplier to the wider African apparel industry.

Other sectors deserving systematic market development include pharmaceuticals and medical consumables, processed foods, biscuits and confectionery, coconut products, cinnamon and spices, electrical products and cables, industrial chemicals, ceramics, light engineering, agricultural equipment and food-processing machinery.

Sri Lanka should also look beyond physical goods. IT, fintech, banking technology, engineering, healthcare, hospitality management and professional services largely escape the freight disadvantage confronting merchandise exports.

The Tariff Problem Can Become an Opportunity

Market access cannot be discussed without tariffs.The East African Community applies a Common External Tariff with bands of 0%, 10%, 25% and 35%, while certain sensitive products attract still higher protection. Simply filling containers in Colombo with finished consumer goods will therefore not always be commercially competitive.

But that obstacle points towards a bigger opportunity: manufacture in Africa.

Sri Lankan businesses could export intermediate materials while undertaking final assembly, manufacturing, processing or packaging in Kenya. Packaging companies could establish converting plants; electrical manufacturers could assemble locally; pharmaceutical companies could explore manufacturing or packaging partnerships; and food companies could undertake final processing closer to consumers.

Kenya would then become more than an export destination. It could become Sri Lanka’s manufacturing and distribution gateway into East and Central Africa.

With the East African Community now comprising eight partner states and extending geographically from the Indian Ocean towards the Atlantic, establishing a regional presence is increasingly more important than viewing each African country in isolation.

West Africa Cannot Be Ignored

Sri Lanka simultaneously needs a West African strategy.

Ghana offers potential as an English-speaking commercial gateway and host of the AfCFTA Secretariat. Nigeria, with its enormous population and consumer economy, should be approached as a major market in its own right, despite its greater regulatory, currency and operational complexity.

ECOWAS tariff bands of 0%, 5%, 10%, 20% and 35% again make product selection critical. Sri Lanka should concentrate on products with sufficient differentiation and margins to absorb freight, tariffs and distributor costs.

Pharmaceuticals demonstrate both the opportunity and the challenge. Nigeria imported approximately US$766 million in pharmaceuticals in 2025, with India supplying roughly US$394 million and China US$131 million. Ghana imported approximately US$301 million, with India supplying about US$140 million.

Sri Lanka cannot simply offer another generic product and expect to beat India on price. We must identify specialised products, reliable supply arrangements, partnerships and, where commercially justified, local production or packaging.

Stop Promoting Sectors—Identify Products

Sri Lanka now needs an Africa Export Opportunity Study based on individual products, not broad sectors.

The Export Development Board, Foreign Ministry, chambers and private sector should jointly identify 15–20 priority products. For each product, Sri Lanka should calculate the HS code, African annual import demand, principal suppliers, Chinese and Indian market shares, applicable duties, freight from Colombo, regulatory requirements, distributor margins and final landed price.

That will tell us where Sri Lanka genuinely has a competitive advantage.

The Commercial Test

Before spending resources promoting a product, apply one simple test:

African import demand + Sri Lankan production capability + tariff + freight + distributor margin + regulatory cost = final landed competitiveness against China, India and local African production.

Only products that pass this test should receive concentrated export-promotion resources.

This would move Sri Lanka away from exhibitions, delegations and general discussions towards what ultimately matters: specific products, specific buyers, specific distributors and actual export orders.

Give Our Missions Targets

Commercial diplomacy must become results-driven. The Government should set clear annual trade and investment targets for every Sri Lankan mission in Africa.

Missions should be evaluated not merely on diplomatic activity, but on buyers and distributors identified, business introductions made, investments facilitated, market barriers resolved and measurable exports generated.

In a competitive Africa, our missions must become active economic frontlines not merely diplomatic outposts.

A practical strategy could operate through three commercial gateways: Nairobi for East and Central Africa, Accra for selected West African markets and Lagos for Nigeria.

Sri Lanka’s total exports of goods and services reached approximately US$17.25 billion in 2025. Capturing even a small additional share of Africa’s enormous import market could, therefore, make a meaningful contribution to export earnings, investment and foreign-exchange generation.

Africa Will Not Wait

Sri Lankan exporters must stop looking at Africa as a distant or difficult market and start treating it as a strategic growth market.

We cannot compete with China and India on scale, but we can compete on quality, specialisation, flexibility and reliability. Exporters must identify country-specific opportunities, establish strong local distributors, build partnerships with African businesses and use Sri Lankan companies already operating on the continent as gateways into regional supply chains.

Where freight and tariffs weaken competitiveness, businesses must be prepared to move towards local assembly, joint ventures and manufacturing in Africa. Exporters cannot do it alone. They need aggressive, measurable and results-driven commercial diplomacy from Sri Lanka’s missions.

Africa is buying. Its markets are being captured now. Sri Lanka must stop watching from the sidelines. We must enter, compete, build our presence and secure our share.

(Ambassador Kana Kananathan is a businessman, Diplomat, lobbyist and an expert in African affairs, with over four decades of experience on the African continent. A long-time resident of Africa, he served as Sri Lanka’s envoy to Uganda and Kenya, with concurrent accreditation to 22 African Nations, and was the permanent representative to UN Habitat and UN environmental Programme. Over the years, he has been the Elections Monitor across the continent, working closely with African governments, and built enduring partnerships with African leaders. He also served as Economic and Investments Advisor to former President Professor Alpha Condé of the Republic of Guinea)

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Memories and Midnight Magic: Recipe for a perfect 31st Night dance

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The heart of a great 31st Night dance is memory, and memories come rushing back when those 70s, 80s and 90s golden oldies begin to play — those timeless tunes that make revellers, young and old, rush to the floor and dance the night away.

A perfect 31st Night is not just a party. It is a journey. A journey through time.

The music should flow like a love story. Start slow, start soft. Let couples glide into a waltz for romance. Let the floor come alive with a twist, a rock ‘n’ roll, a jive. Let nostalgia build with beautiful sing-along oldies generally associated with a New Year’s Eve dance.

This is the art that many of our entertainers seem to have forgotten.

The final hour, before midnight, is sacred. It should be collective energy at its peak. The entire crowd, on the dance floor, linking arms, swaying together, singing, at the top of their voices, those sing-along favourites.

Yes, I’m referring to those immortal, nostalgic favourites that unite the world: ‘This Land Is Your Land,’ ‘You Are My Sunshine,’ ‘When The Saints Go Marching In,’ ‘Roll Out The Barrel,’ ‘Celebration,’ ‘She’ll Be Coming Round The Mountain,’ ‘Happy Days Are Here Again,’ and so many more.

One wonders if some of our modern entertainers have even heard of these nostalgia anthems that traditionally lead up to the dawning of the New Year! This is not just music; this is ritual.

Then comes THE moment: Lights dim. Music pauses. A hush falls. The countdown begins — 10, 9, 8… — hugs, wishes, tears of joy, and then … ‘Auld Lang Syne.’ Hands crossed, voices united, bidding farewell to the old and welcoming the new. That moment makes or breaks the night.

Here is the truth that many genuine 31st Night revellers feel but hesitate to say — an overdose of baila music at New Year’s Eve events is NOT welcome.

Of course, baila is required. Baila is our Sri Lankan heartbeat! But a 31st Night dance is for everyone.

When it’s ONLY baila, the twist and rock n’ roll lovers, the waltz kings and queens feel left out. And they are the very people who MADE nostalgia! They are the die-hard revellers who have kept the 31st Night spirit alive for decades.

A family mentioned to me that they went along with friends for a 31st Night dance, in the city, to usher in 2026, and were thoroughly disappointed with the setup.

The bands in attendance, they said, failed to generate the excitement generally associated with a 31st Night event.

If given a free hand, the music at certain Colombo venues will be mostly baila, and that is going to disappoint many. Some are already worried that it will be just a baila scene this year, as well.

A memorable 31st Night respects all rhythms … yes, a waltz for romance, a twist and rock n’ roll for that 60s magic, a cha-cha, a slow foxtrot, and then the baila, after the countdown anthem.

That balance is what makes it inclusive, classy, and truly fun-filled.

Organisers, especially in Colombo, should keep this in mind: let it be 70% nostalgia – Western, and 30% baila, with the last hour left for pure baila madness, after the New Year is in!

Organisers must work out the programme for their 31st Night and instruct the entertainers to follow those instructions. The band should not dictate the night; the spirit of nostalgia should.

This New Year, let’s give Colombo what it truly wants — memories, midnight magic, and music for every soul on the floor.

Let’s dance into 2027 with class.

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