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NIHAL SENEVIRATNE
(29 May 1934 – 6 January 2026)
The clammy hand of death has claimed the life of that gentle, decent, most likable human being, Nihal Seneviratne, known to all and sundry as “Galba”, a nickname he had acquired as a student of Royal Primary School. Even in Sri Lanka’s Parliament, where Galba served as Secretary General for well nigh 15 years, most Ministers, including the late Felix Dias Bandaranaike, and Anura Bandaranaike, called him by his nickname “Galba”. Mrs Bandaranaike and Mr Premadasa however preferred to call him Nihal. The Socialist Minister Dr Colvin R de Silva quite surprisingly always referred to him in the more formal term “Seneviratne”, probably a hang over from the very formal court room practices he was accustomed to.
As Secretary General of Sri Lanka’s Parliament for many years, Galba’s expertise and unparalleled knowledge on parliamentary practices and regulations served as a repository mail to Facebook information and advice to successive governments, Presidents, and Prime Ministers. His advice was sought in the confidence of his absolute political impartiality, regardless of the political philosophy and the governing inclinations of the party in power. I am aware that his advice was sought even when in retirement.
In addition to his family, Galba had two great affections, viz Parliament, and to his old school, Royal College.
Apart from acting with him in a school play “Hiawatha”, I had only a superficial acquaintance with him in school. He having joined Royal Primary a year ahead of me. Galba belonged to the 1945 Group which entered Royal during the final year of Principal E L Bradby’s tenure as principal of Royal College. It was during the years of World War II when the school was temporarily relocated to Turret Road and Form one in the building known as “Carlton Lodge” within the grounds of Turret House in which the upper school was located.
Galba’s classmates included Lal Jayewardene, Sinha Basnayake, Cuda Wijeratne, Nihal Senaratne, Pillo Rustomee, Maurice Koelmeyer, Ged Gooneratne, Dicky Wijeratne, Madduma Kappagoda, Rohan Perera, Nihal Calayanaratne, G C Wickremesinghe, Ranjan Canekeratne, Ian Goonewardene, Geevaka de Soyza, A Vigneswaran, Derrick Andree, Justin Gunawardene, Y D A Senanayake, Ernie Weerasinghe, Balaraman, S J Jafferjee, Lt Col C H Fernando, Keerthi Mendis, Ian de Zilwa, K Thuraisingham, “Bambarey” Samarasinghe, et al, most of whom have also pre deceased him.
In Royal Primary, in his class there were two boys from the UK, James Burt and David Gent, the former’s father Prof Burt was the founding Professor of Zoology in the emerging Ceylon University. Both James and David returned to the UK after their primary education.
Although not inclined to indulge in sports, Galba took on leadership roles in later years at Royal as Editor of the school magazine and serving as a school prefect. He also made an everlasting and very significant contribution as Honorary Secretary of the century old Royal College Union, and later as Vice President for several years.
Galba was never a “nerd” however and displayed trends of mischief that yet engaged boys would delight in. One incident comes to mind. Galba used to travel to school on a push bicycle usually accompanied after school by another classmate heading in the same direction. One afternoon he was cycling along with his friend Madduma Kappagoda, when they passed a home with a large sign, not the usual brass plate on the gate post, which announced to all passers by that the Reverend so and so “resided there”. While passing the house both he and Kappa could not resist the urge to shout in unison “Ado Reverend”. Unfortunately for them the Reverend had been lurking behind a bush waiting for miscreants who had been regularly taunting him. He jumped in front of Galba’s bike and noted the exercise books with his name in the carrier basket in front, and rang the school principal Corea, and complained. Galba was disciplined by Corea.
Galba was a year senior to me at Royal Prep and in Royal College. The difference in one year was enough to socially distance ourselves. In school I only had a “nodding acquaintance” with him. The gap was crossed and bonded after I moved to Australia more than 40 years ago, and residing in the adjoining suburb to which Galba’s sister Iranganie and husband Sena Atukorale moved. Galba was a family oriented person and his bonds with his only sister were strong. His frequent visits to Sydney brought us closer, and I enjoyed his company despite the fact that he was a teetotaller and non smoker, while I was quite the opposite as far as those social practices went. His classmate the late Dr Madduma Kappagoda who became a prominent ophthalmologist in Sydney also lived in the adjoining suburb of Pymble and on Galba’s visits to Sydney it was like a social cyclone hitting our families.
Nihal “Galba” Seneviratne was born in Elpitiya where his father, the late Dr Robert Seneviratne, was District Medical Officer. Apart from his sister Iranganie, he had an older brother K N (Keerthi Nissanka) a tall and burly figure about three years senior to Galba and who was known in school as “Bull”, his nickname. Bull followed in his father’s footsteps and joined the medical profession. Having acquitted himself creditably as a medical student, he chose to follow a teaching career at the Medical College where he was a senior lecturer in the Department of Medicine.
His colleague in the Department was Prof A C E Koch. The Department soon acquired the appellation “the Cock and Bull show”. Sadly, Bull passed away some years ago and his wife from Wales returned to her family of orientation. Galba always admired his elder brother, and unfailingly organized an annual scholarly oration called the “Nissanka Seneviratne Memorial Oration” conducted under the auspices of the Sri Lanka Medical Council.
My image of Bull that has registered in my mind is that of him driving out of their family home on Havelock Road with a cigarette dangling from his lips. I have not seen or met their father, but Galba related the story where he returned home from school one day to be confronted with a pall of gloom. There were a few relatives seated around and the absence of cheer and bon homie was very evident. On making inquiries he realized that his father had passed away earlier that morning.
He had driven his car towards the Fort along Galle Road when he realized the need to pump petrol and had driven into the Walkers Petrol Station on Galle Road Kollupitiya when he had suffered a heart attack and passed away. Galba insisted that his father was a very generous man, and the prevailing price of petrol could not have triggered the heart attack.
Galba and his erstwhile classmate the late Jed Gooneratne, the elder brother of former Minister C V ‘Puggy’ Gooneratne used to tease each other in friendly banter when they met. On one occasion I recall, Galba who held a law degree from Peradeniya and was an enrolled Advocate of the Supreme Court, in a mischievous mood referred to Ged as Proctor and as “people who depend on us advocates”. Pat came Ged’s reply “but you are only a clerk”. That observation was uncanny as the Chief Executive of the House of Representatives which was Galba’s title then, was formerly called the “Clerk to the House”.
With advancing age, my own visits to Sri Lanka have declined in frequency. I did however obtain a seat on a charter flight to Colombo and back to attend the Royal Thomian match of last year 2025. Galba was my constant companion at the match together with other friends like S D de Silva, Ranjit Samarasinghe and Lakshman Kaluarachchi. There too, the sweltering heat in the Mustangs Tent compelled me to excuse myself before the end of the second day’s play, but Galba would have none of it, and insisted on accompanying me out of the grounds. He was almost universally known and recognizable, so we hardly walked a few yards when some friends of his stopped and offered a lift, which was like a gift from heaven for me as I was just visiting under the Colombo sun.
I have to refer to another matter which brings out the essence of Galba’s personality. For some years now I have been contributing articles for a journal published in Australia called “The Ceylankan”. Galba was insisting that those articles deserved a wider readership and should be compiled as a book. Although I agreed with him, my other preoccupations did not allow me the time to get about it. When I visited Sri Lanka last year, he took me to a publisher and introduced me to him, and even wrote a most engaging foreword to the book. Such sincere friends are rare indeed. He went even further and organised a book launch at the DBU Hall and presided at the launch together with our mutual friend Manik de Silva.
The loss of genuine friends have diminished our lives considerably. My heartfelt sympathies go out to his wife Srima, son Satyajit, to whom I owe a debt of gratitude for permitting me to participate in a wonderful enjoyable musical soiree organized by Satyajit and friends at Galba’s home last year, and daughter Shanika and their families. Sri Lanka has lost a legendary figure, and the national psyche considerably affected by the loss of a stalwart of the highest calibre.
Farewell dear Galba. May Nihal Seneviratne attain the Supreme Bliss of Nibbana.
Hugh Karunanayake Melbourne
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Trump’s Interregnum
Trump is full of surprises; he is both leader and entertainer. Nearly nine hours into a long flight, a journey that had to U-turn over technical issues and embark on a new flight, Trump came straight to the Davos stage and spoke for nearly two hours without a sip of water. What he spoke about in Davos is another issue, but the way he stands and talks is unique in this 79-year-old man who is defining the world for the worse. Now Trump comes up with the Board of Peace, a ticket to membership that demands a one-billion-dollar entrance fee for permanent participation. It works, for how long nobody knows, but as long as Trump is there it might. Look at how many Muslim-majority and wealthy countries accepted: Saudi Arabia, Turkey, Egypt, Jordan, Qatar, Pakistan, Indonesia, and the United Arab Emirates are ready to be on board. Around 25–30 countries reportedly have already expressed the willingness to join.
The most interesting question, and one rarely asked by those who speak about Donald J. Trump, is how much he has earned during the first year of his second term. Liberal Democrats, authoritarian socialists, non-aligned misled-path walkers hail and hate him, but few look at the financial outcome of his politics. His wealth has increased by about three billion dollars, largely due to the crypto economy, which is why he pardoned the founder of Binance, the China-born Changpeng Zhao. “To be rich like hell,” is what Trump wanted. To fault line liberal democracy, Trump is the perfect example. What Trump is doing — dismantling the old façade of liberal democracy at the very moment it can no longer survive — is, in a way, a greater contribution to the West. But I still respect the West, because the West still has a handful of genuine scholars who do not dare to look in the mirror and accept the havoc their leaders created in the name of humanity.
Democracy in the Arab world was dismantled by the West. You may be surprised, but that is the fact. Elizabeth Thompson of American University, in her book How the West Stole Democracy from the Arabs, meticulously details how democracy was stolen from the Arabs. “No ruler, no matter how exalted, stood above the will of the nation,” she quotes Arab constitutional writing, adding that “the people are the source of all authority.” These are not the words of European revolutionaries, nor of post-war liberal philosophers; they were spoken, written and enacted in Syria in 1919–1920 by Arab parliamentarians, Islamic reformers and constitutionalists who believed democracy to be a universal right, not a Western possession. Members of the Syrian Arab Congress in Damascus, the elected assembly that drafted a democratic constitution declaring popular sovereignty — were dissolved by French colonial forces. That was the past; now, with the Board of Peace, the old remnants return in a new form.
Trump got one thing very clear among many others: Western liberal ideology is nothing but sophisticated doublespeak dressed in various forms. They go to West Asia, which they named the Middle East, and bomb Arabs; then they go to Myanmar and other places to protect Muslims from Buddhists. They go to Africa to “contribute” to livelihoods, while generations of people were ripped from their homeland, taken as slaves and sold.
How can Gramsci, whose 135th birth anniversary fell this week on 22 January, help us escape the present social-political quagmire? Gramsci was writing in prison under Mussolini’s fascist regime. He produced a body of work that is neither a manifesto nor a programme, but a theory of power that understands domination not only as coercion but as culture, civil society and the way people perceive their world. In the Prison Notebooks he wrote, “The crisis consists precisely in the fact that the old world is dying and the new cannot be born; in this interregnum a great variety of morbid phenomena appear.” This is not a metaphor. Gramsci was identifying the structural limbo that occurs when foundational certainties collapse but no viable alternative has yet emerged.
The relevance of this insight today cannot be overstated. We are living through overlapping crises: environmental collapse, fragmentation of political consensus, erosion of trust in institutions, the acceleration of automation and algorithmic governance that replaces judgment with calculation, and the rise of leaders who treat geopolitics as purely transactional. Slavoj Žižek, in his column last year, reminded us that the crisis is not temporary. The assumption that history’s forward momentum will automatically yield a better future is a dangerous delusion. Instead, the present is a battlefield where what we thought would be the new may itself contain the seeds of degeneration. Trump’s Board of Peace, with its one-billion-dollar gatekeeping model, embodies this condition: it claims to address global violence yet operates on transactional logic, prioritizing wealth over justice and promising reconstruction without clear mechanisms of accountability or inclusion beyond those with money.
Gramsci’s critique helps us see this for what it is: not a corrective to global disorder, but a reenactment of elite domination under a new mechanism. Gramsci did not believe domination could be maintained by force alone; he argued that in advanced societies power rests on gaining “the consent and the active participation of the great masses,” and that domination is sustained by “the intellectual and moral leadership” that turns the ruling class’s values into common sense. It is not coercion alone that sustains capitalism, but ideological consensus embedded in everyday institutions — family, education, media — that make the existing order appear normal and inevitable. Trump’s Board of Peace plays directly into this mode: styled as a peace-building institution, it gains legitimacy through performance and symbolic endorsement by diverse member states, while the deeper structures of inequality and global power imbalance remain untouched.
Worse, the Board’s structure, with contributions determining permanence, mimics the logic of a marketplace for geopolitical influence. It turns peace into a commodity, something to be purchased rather than fought for through sustained collective action addressing the root causes of conflict. But this is exactly what today’s democracies are doing behind the scenes while preaching rules-based order on the stage. In Gramsci’s terms, this is transformismo — the absorption of dissent into frameworks that neutralize radical content and preserve the status quo under new branding.
If we are to extract a path out of this impasse, we must recognize that the current quagmire is more than political theatre or the result of a flawed leader. It arises from a deeper collapse of hegemonic frameworks that once allowed societies to function with coherence. The old liberal order, with its faith in institutions and incremental reform, has lost its capacity to command loyalty. The new order struggling to be born has not yet articulated a compelling vision that unifies disparate struggles — ecological, economic, racial, cultural — into a coherent project of emancipation rather than fragmentation.
To confront Trump’s phenomenon as a portal — as Žižek suggests, a threshold through which history may either proceed to annihilation or re-emerge in a radically different form — is to grasp Gramsci’s insistence that politics is a struggle for meaning and direction, not merely for offices or policies. A Gramscian approach would not waste energy on denunciation alone; it would engage in building counter-hegemony — alternative institutions, discourses, and practices that lay the groundwork for new popular consent. It would link ecological justice to economic democracy, it would affirm the agency of ordinary people rather than treating them as passive subjects, and it would reject the commodification of peace.
Gramsci’s maxim “pessimism of the intellect, optimism of the will” captures this attitude precisely: clear-eyed recognition of how deep and persistent the crisis is, coupled with an unflinching commitment to action. In an age where AI and algorithmic governance threaten to redefine humanity’s relation to decision-making, where legitimacy is increasingly measured by currency flows rather than human welfare, Gramsci offers not a simple answer but a framework to understand why the old certainties have crumbled and how the new might still be forged through collective effort. The problem is not the lack of theory or insight; it is the absence of a political subject capable of turning analysis into a sustained force for transformation. Without a new form of organized will, the interregnum will continue, and the world will remain trapped between the decay of the old and the absence of the new.
by Nilantha Ilangamuwa ✍️
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India, middle powers and the emerging global order
Designed by the victors and led by the US, its institutions — from the United Nations system to Bretton Woods — were shaped to preserve western strategic and economic primacy. Yet despite their self-serving elements, these arrangements helped maintain a degree of global stability, predictability and prosperity for nearly eight decades. That order is now under strain.
This was evident even at Davos, where US President Donald Trump — despite deep differences with most western allies — framed western power and prosperity as the product of a shared and “very special” culture, which he argued must be defended and strengthened. The emphasis on cultural inheritance, rather than shared rules or institutions, underscored how far the language of the old order has shifted.
As China’s rise accelerates and Russia grows more assertive, the US appears increasingly sceptical of the very system it once championed. Convinced that multilateral institutions constrain American freedom of action, and that allies have grown complacent under the security umbrella, Washington has begun to prioritise disruption over adaptation — seeking to reassert supremacy before its relative advantage diminishes further.
What remains unclear is what vision, if any, the US has for a successor order. Beyond a narrowly transactional pursuit of advantage, there is little articulation of a coherent alternative framework capable of delivering stability in a multipolar world.
The emerging great powers have not yet filled this void. India and China, despite their growing global weight and civilisational depth, have largely responded tactically to the erosion of the old order rather than advancing a compelling new one. Much of their diplomacy has focused on navigating uncertainty, rather than shaping the terms of a future settlement. Traditional middle powers — Japan, Germany, Australia, Canada and others — have also tended to react rather than lead. Even legacy great powers such as the United Kingdom and France, though still relevant, appear constrained by alliance dependencies and domestic pressures.
st Asia, countries such as Saudi Arabia and the UAE have begun to pursue more autonomous foreign policies, redefining their regional and global roles. The broader pattern is unmistakable. The international system is drifting toward fragmentation and narrow transactionalism, with diminishing regard for shared norms or institutional restraint.
Recent precedents in global diplomacy suggest a future in which arrangements are episodic and power-driven. Long before Thucydides articulated this logic in western political thought, the Mahabharata warned that in an era of rupture, “the strong devour the weak like fish in water” unless a higher order is maintained. Absent such an order, the result is a world closer to Mad Max than to any sustainable model of global governance.
It is precisely this danger that Canadian Prime Minister Mark Carney alluded to in his speech at Davos on Wednesday. Warning that “if great powers abandon even the pretense of rules and values for the unhindered pursuit of their power and interests, the gains from transactionalism will become harder to replicate,” Carney articulated a concern shared by many middle powers. His remarks underscored a simple truth: Unrestrained power politics ultimately undermine even those who believe they benefit from them.
Carney’s intervention also highlights a larger opportunity. The next phase of the global order is unlikely to be shaped by a single hegemon. Instead, it will require a coalition — particularly of middle powers — that have a shared interest in stability, openness and predictability, and the credibility to engage across ideological and geopolitical divides. For many middle powers, the question now is not whether the old order is fraying, but who has the credibility and reach to help shape what comes next.
This is where India’s role becomes pivotal. India today is no longer merely a balancing power. It is increasingly recognised as a great power in its own right, with strong relations across Europe, the Indo-Pacific, West Asia, Africa and Latin America, and a demonstrated ability to mobilise the Global South. While India’s relationship with Canada has experienced periodic strains, there is now space for recalibration within a broader convergence among middle powers concerned about the direction of the international system.
One available platform is India’s current chairmanship of BRICS — if approached with care. While often viewed through the prism of great-power rivalry, BRICS also brings together diverse emerging and middle powers with a shared interest in reforming, rather than dismantling, global governance. Used judiciously, it could complement existing institutions by helping articulate principles for a more inclusive and functional order.
More broadly, India is uniquely placed to convene an initial core group of like-minded States — middle powers, and possibly some open-minded great powers — to begin a serious conversation about what a new global order should look like. This would not be an exercise in bloc-building or institutional replacement, but an effort to restore legitimacy, balance and purpose to international cooperation. Such an endeavour will require political confidence and the willingness to step into uncharted territory. History suggests that moments of transition reward those prepared to invest early in ideas and institutions, rather than merely adapt to outcomes shaped by others.
The challenge today is not to replicate Bretton Woods or San Francisco, but to reimagine their spirit for a multipolar age — one in which power is diffused, interdependence unavoidable, and legitimacy indispensable. In a world drifting toward fragmentation, India has the credibility, relationships and confidence to help anchor that effort — if it chooses to lead.
(The Hindustan Times)
(Milinda Moragoda is a former Cabinet Minister and diplomat from Sri Lanka and founder of the Pathfinder Foundation, a strategic affairs think tank. this article can read on
https://shorturl.at/HV2Kr and please contact via email@milinda.org)
by Milinda Moragoda ✍️
For many middle powers, the question now is not whether the old order is fraying,
but who has the credibility and reach to help shape what comes next
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The Wilwatte (Mirigama) train crash of 1964 as I recall
Back in 1964, I was working as DMO at Mirigama Government Hospital when a major derailment of the Talaimannar/Colombo train occurred at the railway crossing in Wilwatte, near the DMO’s quarters. The first major derailment, according to records, took place in Katukurunda on March 12, 1928, when there was a head-on collision between two fast-moving trains near Katukurunda, resulting in the deaths of 28 people.
Please permit me to provide details concerning the regrettable single train derailment involving the Talaimannar Colombo train, which occurred in October 1964 at the Wilwatte railway crossing in Mirigama.
This is the first time I’m openly sharing what happened on that heartbreaking morning, as I share the story of the doctor who cared for all the victims. The Health Minister, the Health Department, and our community truly valued my efforts.
By that time, I had qualified with the Primary FRCS and gained valuable surgical experience as a registrar at the General Hospital in Colombo. I was hopeful to move to the UK to pursue the final FRCS degree and further training. Sadly, all scholarships were halted by Hon. Felix Dias Bandaranaike, the finance minister in the Bandaranaike government in 1961.
Consequently, I was transferred to Mirigama as the District Medical Officer in 1964. While training as an emerging surgeon without completing the final fellowship in the United Kingdom, I established an operating theatre in one of the hospital’s large rooms. A colleague at the Central Medical Stores in Maradana assisted me in acquiring all necessary equipment for the operating theatre, unofficially. Subsequently, I commenced performing minor surgeries under spinal anaesthesia and local anaesthesia. Fortunately, I was privileged to have a theatre-trained nursing sister and an attendant trainee at the General Hospital in Colombo.
Therefore, I was prepared to respond to any accidental injuries. I possessed a substantial stock of plaster of Paris rolls for treating fractures, and all suture material for cuts.
I was thoroughly prepared for any surgical mishaps, enabling me to manage even the most significant accidental incidents.
On Saturday, October 17, 1964, the day of the train derailment at the railway crossing at Wilwatte, Mirigama, along the Main railway line near Mirigama, my house officer, Janzse, called me at my quarters and said, “Sir, please come promptly; numerous casualties have been admitted to the hospital following the derailment.”
I asked him whether it was an April Fool’s stunt. He said, ” No, Sir, quite seriously.
I promptly proceeded to the hospital and directly accessed the operating theatre, preparing to attend to the casualties.
Meanwhile, I received a call from the site informing me that a girl was trapped on a railway wagon wheel and may require amputation of her limb to mobilise her at the location along the railway line where she was entrapped.
My theatre staff transported the surgical equipment to the site. The girl was still breathing and was in shock. A saline infusion was administered, and under local anaesthesia, I successfully performed the limb amputation and transported her to the hospital with my staff.
On inquiring, she was an apothecary student going to Colombo for the final examination to qualify as an apothecary.
Although records indicate that over forty passengers perished immediately, I recollect that the number was 26.
Over a hundred casualties, and potentially a greater number, necessitate suturing of deep lacerations, stabilisation of fractures, application of plaster, and other associated medical interventions.
No patient was transferred to Colombo for treatment. All casualties received care at this base hospital.
All the daily newspapers and other mass media commended the staff team for their commendable work and the attentive care provided to all casualties, satisfying their needs.
The following morning, the Honourable Minister of Health, Mr M. D. H. Jayawardena, and the Director of Health Services, accompanied by his staff, arrived at the hospital.
I did the rounds with the official team, bed by bed, explaining their injuries to the minister and director.
Casualties expressed their commendation to the hospital staff for the care they received.
The Honourable Minister engaged me privately at the conclusion of the rounds. He stated, “Doctor, you have been instrumental in our success, and the public is exceedingly appreciative, with no criticism. As a token of gratitude, may I inquire how I may assist you in return?”
I got the chance to tell him that I am waiting for a scholarship to proceed to the UK for my Fellowship and further training.
Within one month, the government granted me a scholarship to undertake my fellowship in the United Kingdom, and I subsequently travelled to the UK in 1965.
On the third day following the incident, Mr Don Rampala, the General Manager of Railways, accompanied by his deputy, Mr Raja Gopal, visited the hospital. A conference was held at which Mr Gopal explained and demonstrated the circumstances of the derailment using empty matchboxes.
He explained that an empty wagon was situated amid the passenger compartments. At the curve along the railway line at Wilwatte, the engine driver applied the brakes to decelerate, as Mirigama Railway Station was only a quarter of a mile distant.
The vacant wagon was lifted and transported through the air. All passenger compartments behind the wagon derailed, whereas the engine and the frontcompartments proceeded towards the station without the engine driver noticing the mishap.
After this major accident, I was privileged to be invited by the General Manager of the railways for official functions until I left Mirigama.
The press revealed my identity as the “Wilwatte Hero”.
This document presents my account of the Wilwatte historic train derailment, as I distinctly recall it.
Recalled by Dr Harold Gunatillake to serve the global Sri Lankan community with dedication. ✍️
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